khkharre

haay,..ovrwhlming...

now,word was about "2 full years"...
im meditating on joseph's life for 3 months already and im seeing lots about him...
the purpose of the cupbearer,ruben,jacob,benjamin,...dreams, DUNGEON,.. EGYPT

ever experienced thinking too much about ur future???
wondering what's next? or just asking urself, GOd, where am i now?...
am i being lazy now?.. am i stagnant with my growth?... Lord im feeling down, what should i do?...

when i was reading joseph's life, i can see his tremendous change from a young,innocent,haughty son who likes to proclaim about his gifts,and who he is in the family ..to a MAN transformed by GOD in Humility and PATIENCE...
i can see that we are sometimes in his stage...
our character is molded before that great reward... no matter how hard it is, there is always something awaiting...
He is FAITHFUL, HE is EVER EXCITING FATHER who has something to make us smile again after crying.. after getting tired with the problems...
ALL he wanted is to see in us that we change and are prepared to receive the blessing-responsibility...
"What good is it for a man if he gains everything yet does not have self control?"
it'll soon cause destruction....really...

always believe that there's something after every test...that's why it's called TEST...there's a result...there's an answer, a response...a score..grade.. keep up the faith...
fight a good fight, finish the race, keep the faith...
GOD BLESS....