wAitinG...

thE hardEst paRt is waiting FAITHFULLY.. in PURITY.. as in frOm the HEART you'll WAIT because there's something up ahead...

it maybe CAREER, SCHOOL, PROVISION, LOVE, or jst nethng uve been praying for...
u pray for it, and u're accountable to it already... u pray for it because u're expecting for a help,answer... but hv u waited faithfully,?... as in u never look for something else..as second option "kono"...

Im currently in the "dungeOn"...like joseph's life... where i jst had all i wanted before... Joseph, serving before potiphar is a great fulfillment...
Me, i had all i wanted but GOD has placed something NEW in me,... manhood stage... where i jst have to decide for the bigger "issues"-career,future in my life..
DUNGEON is never a HELL!,.. it is the SPOTLIGHT.. it LIGHTS up the real you.. it shows the real you... UR DUNGEON exposes the bad side in you...
DECiSiOn... Im on that stage... im now setting my future... it's really hard, but it's worth my effort...
GOD is never uniform,... He works in MANY- as in MENI,, as in MENEEEEEE ways...
U jst have to be in FAITH,.. even if there's no SIGN!... buwhahaaha!
GOD!... U're stretching me!~!!! yaHuuuu!!!! huhuh!.. wuhu!...
pretty excited, sometimes i do feel quiet,.. sometimes i would even want to go to other places.. jst to refresh myself... you know...
im that type of person who likes to be alone... with God.. a little of people's counsel, but i really dont see it as my final decision though...

nwy, WAITING is the TEST ACTUALLY...
THAT's WHERE ALL UR BAD CHARACTER SHOWS UP, POPS UP... AS IN...
ul know urself BETTER when u start WAITING for something...
it is good to wait... it is better to be faithful,.. it is best to wait and remain faithful...

If you're waiting now for something.... ASK YOURSELF THIS QUESTIONS:
1. Is it the right timing?
2. Is it for me?
3. Am I PREPARED to handle it?
4. What was my motive when i started praying for it?
5. Is it my flesh, or God's prompting?...
6. Is is just because of the pressure u hear from people around you?

praying for something u desire is not a sin,... but can lead to a mistake without God's principles..
always consider GOD first before ANYTHING...

HOPE this helps... lalng.. after being down last nyt..hehehe.. i hvnt slept.. im awake for 29 hours already!!!!!!!... how weird... plus the fact that im soooo very tired because we transferred house... hhaha..funny... byebye