Friday, July 29, 2005

hey you!

yea, you! hey you!.. why you reading this!? huH!?.. hehe suntukan ano!?..heheh waaaa... i cant sleef!.. i learn my lesson! i will nt sleep after i wake up in the morning..haha.. here's what i did this a.m., i woke around 7,..then i turnd on my pc, i ate.. i cleaned all their dishes, room,.. spent tym with my ate's bird.. i played new piece TANGO EN SKAI.. i dunno wat dat means.. pero it is really nice.. then around 10am, i slept again, i woke 1030,sat for awhile then, i slept again,.. i woke 1115, i sat for awhile,had glass of water downstairs tapos, i slept again til 1230, so syempre, i took a bath already that i might sleep again if i will not take a bath,haha.. effective.. so i went to galle na.. aun,.. am i lazy my frend?!.. haha.. no im not, im just..haha.. rarararah.. haha.. LORD, make me sleep, kakainggit sila,.. everyone is having good dream, me still here... i want to dream now Lord!~,,waaaa!~ make me sleep na daddY!..haha.. hey you!?.. yes, you!,, you!.. you!.. haha.. would you mind to encourage me to sleep at the right time?..ha? kei lang!?.. u sure?!.. is it fine?!.. encourage me..haha.. comment, say.. "sleep na jay..ha" haha.. eauw! baduy... joke!... BUT!, if you have encouragement, word, prophecy, money, clothes, watever for me.. feel free to give it to me.. who knows...haha GoD!!!, guess what, im hearing crying cats outside our house now,.. haha maybe she's in some fight with her drunk husband..haha haay,good cats.. meow.meow..meow.. haha,its getting louder and louder..haha.. i think there are more issues aside from being drunk..haha.. GOD!!!! waaaa! Im, Im, Im, Im, saying, non-sensefulless..!haha
so, how are you!?.. hows love life?!..hahaha! uuy!... hows school,family,work,church,ur pet?.. ur crush?,haha.. lalang.. just to make you feel "HUH!?!" di ko alam tawag dun e.haha.. haaaay, i miss talking to someone..haha well, i enjoy being alone..reaallllly! supEr!.. u can read it naman diva?!~ diva!?.. im not sleepy! waaaaaaaaaa! Lord, forgive me for sleeping 4 times this morning!, please make me sleef to the max!.. huhu ='s is sleeping pills good?.. haha joke!!!! joke!!!.. haaay, hey you!.. yes you again!.. i just want you to know, Im not a super christian, legalistic about everything.. Im an ordinary man, still loves joking..haha.. i love making people smile atleast.. kahit hindi laugh..haha, so..... u post me some din ha...?!.. yea, i would appreciate that,.. but i wont reply.haha.. joke!..feeling ko noH!? well it because i want to sleeeep!!! waaaa!.hahaha..
my email, :jr_villanueva05@yahoo.com, my number: +6329178251016, kei!?... cge, u go ahead na.. surf more... enjoy surfing..kei!?.. while i enjoy begging God to make me sleep!..hahahaha.. huhuhu.. hehehehe!... hahaha.. kei.. kei.. il try to sleep.. ZzZZzzzZzzz krrrrrrrhhhh ZzzzzZzzzZ ;p

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came from galle, i bought new gadget.. digitech rp7..i got it cheap.. so happy nga e..7k! waaa.. pro,still looking for buyers to buy it,.. then i went to my "lola's wake"(tama ba grammar?).. i played With All I Am, Through it all, Faithful God, Made Me Glad.. then i went back to galle for my leader's mtg... carlo and i played billiards til 11pm.. i won..hehe.. parehong bano,naglaban.,.hehe then home na after.. around 1230am/.. now its 1:02am.. and im still awake.. labo noh!? well i keep sleeping after sleeping e.hehe.joke.. word given to me was about Saul,.. nice.. Samuel gave him word, he obeyed then God anointed him and he was TOTALLY CHANGED. Saul was good even before he met Samuel,but God made him DIFFERENT PA! lam mo uN!? sometimes God does it, you feel like you're good but when He moves in your life,you realize you're "good" is not God's "good"... hehe There's so much more to have when we keep obeying.. lalang.. nothing to share.. jst tryng to make myself sleep.. ahmm,.. i ate at kfc 2 pc chicken,mirinda orange..large.. 2 rice.. then here,bahay, i ate chicken again jollibee naman.haha.. with cornbeef,..what will i expect?!? taba ko nanaman!.. haay,buhay...hehe
well, im quite enjoying my vacation..hehe.. even if i feel so different with my "daily rituals" hehe.. lam mo un.. you wake up thinking not too much compared before.. i clean up the house, i do my devotions, i record my songs.. i surf, i watch movies, i teach sometimes.. it's different now,.. i really feel like i'm just waiting for something great and challenging,.. that feeling like im on some party before going to war... feeling like im with my friends,mom eating at some happy "baywalk place" then go for war after,...hehe well it's true,.. He's making me enjoy it... haaay, I WANT TO GO NA! wAAAA! but i can't PA!.. HONESTLY, Im not yet ready with some of my attitude,hehe.. needs improvement pa.. hehe.. pero onti nalang..hehe il pass it na.. right GOD!?.. hehe.. ukai,too long to read.. nwy,this is for me.. something to read when i get old.. something to make me laugh..hehe together with my....haha.. GoOdaY pEofLe... AniOng!

lalang ulet

July 25..

The Last Samurai-Tom Cruz =p
Young captain who has everything in his hands, skills,..he has different perspective about life, but people respect him for who he is.He is a brave man, skillful, learns fast. In his country,he was known as"the captain",.. then, he was asked to lead the army of Japan. Japan has planned to upgrade their defense for the country to fight the enemies, rebels.The rebels who are self-disciplined, never rude, religious, good men, people who actually fought for their nation, they kept their tradition of becoming samurais.. but are against the law that caused their rebellion...He, the Captain, joins japan army,leads them for few months, until the one in command asked them to fight the samurai rebels.. He is hostaged by the samurais,...He has to live differently, he has to be trained strictly,. Living there..He did not like the place, people were alot different, samurais did not like him,.. after a while, learned from each other, then they liked each other... He ended up fightingfor the rebels against the emperor because He saw the rebels heart... Just a story.. hehe.. that speaks..
"Sometimes, we are skillful but rude in using it,.."-hyun
"sometimes we judge what we don't like andend up liking it.."-hyun
"Sometimes, problems and tests cause us to be in places we don't want but soon werealize it was for us and we end successful.."-hyun
"Sometimes, No matter how good you are, you just have to learn how to relate to a person.."-hyun
"sometimes, bad conversation with a person doesn't mean he's bad, you just have to learn more about the person, he maybe better than you are..hehe"-hyun
"most importantly, don't take light whatever you see, hear, feel, have, make the most of it,learn from it, put it to mind that all things are signs to achieve your great destiny, no matterif that was just a movie you watched,...."-hyun
"anything,anyone may speak and teach you, IF you allow them" it's all in your mind that gives valueto everything you encounter"-hyun
believe me or not, i never had such encounter with God than now... Im just about to start, He'sjust about to give it... "Life is His.. He can make it into LIFE!"-hyun! hehe

Sunday, July 24, 2005

i'm in to much of devotions.. i feel like i'm on my comfort zone and i just have to make the most of it..
i'm trying my best to learn a lot most especially with my character and words... It is so important that when God gives you a break, you should make the most of it.. reflect on urself, plan for the future,..etc.. "comfort zone" is not so bad when you see that there are lots you can do with it... "BEING BUSY DOESN't MEAN YOU"RE SUCCESSFUL" you become SUCCESSFUL when fulfilling what God exactly told you.. halelu! i was struck by that! And now im living just so fine even if i'm just home,studying.. praying etc... hehe... God bless!.. no rehearsals for today..il stay home.. play guitar, fill out my forms maybe for the college ill be at... =) smile!