=)

Im on a date tonight!...haha... well with my students... pero i think not all of them can come... nwy, its not my topic...haha

So, Im so excited for this saturday!.. Yahoo!... well i just talked with Claire, our outstanding coordinator!... She shared to me things that are happening in our team... And encouraged me a lot... I dint know that they appreciate me until she said it..haha.. (arte ko!)haha.. well, it's true... hehe.. i feel alot more encouraged to share! and speak!... Im singing my composition this saturday... and its about what i feel for God... May His Name and only His Name be glorified with the song... and not me... Your Love is the title.. hehe.. lalang... nwy, i read 2 Samuel, Chron,Psalm,prov...etc.. How funny because it was too many! hahaha... i took time to understand it.. haaay,.. im not bragging,Kei!?.. i just want to encourage you that everyone can read alot and understand alot if only we are WILLING to INVEST TIME with Him..
sO, 2 Samuel,.. it was about Saul that i read.. rebukes..etc..hahaha i love it!.. i like it when i'm corrected!... huuuu! panalo men!...
Chronicles,.. it was about WORSHIP that i read... the excellence of preparation and their personal consecration resulted to great cloud of GOD's presence... etc!!!! grabe!!!! super! im excited to share this on saturday! so, if you can make on sat, well pls come.. if you're from africa, botswana,u.s., denmark,germany, russia or wherever,..haha you're invited to come!... haha..
so,.yea... ahmm.. psalms... i forgot the text..hehe.. but it was about... "My heart is steadfast Oh Lord..." where David encouraged himself and told God that He's secure because of WHO GOD is..
Proverbs... "The works of the diligent man leads to prosperity, but ..blablabla.. poverty"
grabe!... Now i'll save at the same time work even more!...haha...basta!, a nice day for me.. Im all day at home until brownout came at 4pm.. i decided to go to Sm..where i am now.. to blog..haha.. then im going on a date... hehe.. well, il reach out too!... these are young men,women!.. 15 yrs old,..waaaa... lalang... excited too... anyway its 7:26pm... and im about to log out.. thank you for reading... hope you'll smile after...hehehe.. mwah! haha.eauw... not for you... for God... hahaha... byebye you cute creature!!!...hahaha

SauL.. =p

When Samuel rebuked Saul
I Samuel 13:9b
And Saul offered up the burnt offering... Then Samuel arrived...
11b Saul said, "When I SAW that men were SCATTERING, and that YOU did NOT COME at the SET TIME,... and I have NOT SOUGHT the Lord's favor... I was COMPELLED to OFFER
13 Samuel said "You acted foolishly"
14 Your kingdom will not endure...
24b Cursed be anyone who eats of the honey...

I Samuel 14:52b
whenever Saul saw a might or brave man, he took him into his service..

These verses mentioned were important to His Story...

Saul was a good man.. skillful... and above reproach.. He was known to be a great warrior...
But, there are things we may consider about him...
1. He never had direct relationship with God.. It has always been Saul to Priest to God.. Or People's cry to Saul's compassion to God's destiny...
2. He was compelled to do things out of his own way when pressure gets tough..
He always looked at his people's condition, status.. He'd love to see his people happy..haha or he loves to please his people...
3. He Impost unnecessarily rules for himself and everyone... 14:24b
Don't make things complicated... Listen to God carefully...
4. 14:52, He was never good at training warriors like he was... he gets the best... but not the best out of whom he trained...

Application:
1. We are ought to have direct relationship to God.. No matter how hard things may be, the more we know God, the more we'll see Him Greater and above all circumstance,.. That's what relationship does.. It strengthens the TRUST of both parties..
2. We are not to be man-pleaser or selfish... for God knows the best even for others.. You're not their hero.. Stand for yourself!.. If you think what you believe is worth fighting for, then stand for it..ha..
3. We are to make rules according to His revelation and Bible... Dont get me wrong, it's fine to be strict, BUT know your limits.. You might end up frustrated because of your super duper High standard Rules.. Be practical to yourself sometimes...
4. We are to delegate work, and influence by how we live... That's when responsibilities go light.. when everyone is already capable of handling it because you trained them so...

Saul, He was skillful etc... God even gave him POWER.. 1 Samuel 11:6, but the problem is,..
1. He dint have much preparation as to become a leader... For he was just a skillful warrior but not a Leader...
2. When Leading the people, He din't inquire much from God on how to become a Good leader...

"If we are in greater responsibilities, let's make sure that we always inquire of God on how we should lead.. because we're not just affecting our own lives, but other people as well"

"Becoming a Great Leader is different from being Skillful.. It takes wisdom and a good heart to pass the baton than a skillful hand to perform everything"-hyun 2:00 a.m. iM stiLL awake!!! waaa...
Oh, God you know my concerns... Please help me... Im always strengthened for you've given me such a wonderful past to remember to support my future in you... I have lots to look back about, and it will always encourage me God...
My own concerns, i don't know what to answer! haha.. but i know how...hehe simply having patience and faith... God bless those who earnestly seek Him and wait for their prayers to be fulfilled... thanks GOD!... il be your forever warrior until the end!... haha...

you think so!?.. hahaha

Body: Pick the "MONTH" that you were born in & put it on the SUBJECT LINE. Then re-post it AS YOUR OWN BULLETIN. Your friends might understand you better....JANUARY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive . Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious._________________________________FEBRUARY:Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions._________________________________MARCH:Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody._________________________________APRIL:Active and dynamic. Intelligent and natural born leader. Decisive and haste. Attractive and affectionate. Sexy. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Is proud of their looks and intelligence and likes to show it off. Can become good doctors, lawyers and military leaders. Extremely sexual.****************************************************MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.***************************************************JUNE:Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn._______________________________JULY:Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fatho

jst had my day at the mall...

its fun to go out alone... hehe.. i miss doing that!.. that i do most of the time before,hehe.. i like being alone..watch movie..etc.. why?.. lalang..hehe actually, i reflect most of the time.. not being "aww, you're such a..."hehe but i do... not being korni too.. hehe.. lalang.. lots to smile about kasi.. im sure, you too.. come to think about the times you dint know what its gna be after that day... then you just passed that day as if nothing happened.. gets?.. i hope..hehe.. times when you just dont know what to do next,then, suddenly things went so fine,..you end up amazed, shocked..hehe .. i also do reflect about my decisions in life... counting those times i failed to choose the right one, times i chose the right one... and really, God gives me a smile about everything... Everything worked for my own good, from my smallest bad habit,mistake.. to my biggest achievement..haha.. astig!.. well, it's biblical, "ALL things work together for the good of those who love Him"... I'm sure you too had some bad memories, well, part of life.. it will lead you to Godliness, no matter what..as long as you love God..because it's biblical.. BUT, im not saying that you do bad things deliberately,hehe.. of course not!.. well, im jst saying that His grace turns our sin into Hope... Hope for change..
Im infront of my Pc this a.m. my net is not working.. so i went out, surfed.. read my msg from Hillsong.. ayun.. how nice to have something you just cant imagine you have..haha well, its about the expenses.. She said, i have to pay 1/3 of all the fees i need to pay.. all in all its 5024 Australian dollars.. so its around 69,000 pesos... that i nid now.. hehe im not mentioning it for sponsors..haha but if you do, well!, im all here!..haha.. wide open arms, to receive it..hehe.. so, yea.. and then... i went to Sm South.. i watched stealth... its about jets.. hehe.. not my type.. haha.. pro, it was gud..hehe ahmm.. then, i went back to cafe..pc ulet!..ha!?.. adik!.. well, jst enjoyng my new lifestyle.. haha.. how funny.. im still adjusting to a life not full of sched..haha.. not that im bored.. but its hard to have a day without something to do... hehe.. well, i compose now.. i myt sing it on sat 6pm..hehe.. im excited..its a worship song... ahmm... wat else?... la na.. hehe, im also into chat..hehe.. y.m... most of the time..hehe nytym..around 11pm-1am... with hippiehobbes..etc..hehe but still,i do give myself discipline den.. hehe.. ahmm.. yea, so its 9:27pm.. il be over inawyl..il rest na =) ...haaaay, dami ko iniisip!..waaaa! hehehe.. jst cant say everything... lam m un.. so much in my mind.. but, i know,..it will fade din..hehe haaaay.. =') God bless you all!